Friday, December 10, 2004

come on over and do the twist..........

Yeah, t-1 day, its almost time for Serial Murder final. I must focus on the task at had. Writing out all those bloody notes from the textbook. Anyways, I am still conflicted about the situation. That situation which is bothering me. Anyways, I do not have much to say today. Studying does that to a man.
-Jamie

beat me out of my head........

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Load up on guns, bring your friends.......

Well, its 1;45 in the morning, this morning is S-day, aka study day. My main distraction is gone for a few days, and now I must focus on the task at hand. Tomorrow, I think I may even go for a run with the dogs. Yes, these 2 fine specimens of Labrador Retriever like to run far and fast. Anyways, the distraction is gone for a few days, but lets be honest. Will she talk to me again, who knows? only time can tell, but right now its time for me to stand on my own too feet and face the exams and destroy them. Yeah, I really want to do well, so I can graduate and goto England to greener pastures and palm trees. Yes, one year from today, I hope to be on a muddy field in southwest England. That would be ideal, unless of course im some kind of big time journalist by then. Nah, lets get away, far far away.

-Jamie
generation Xwing, thats gotta be the death star........

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

I want something else to get me through this......

not listening when you say goodbye, ah a wonderful happy song. 3rd eye Blind. So it seems, im back to square one in that big picture event. Its so pressure filled, but I don't even get to the big dance. Its like I lose in the Round of 64, or Round of 32 at best. So, its a sports analogy, think about it, it could apply to many things. Though I like the cryptic nature of this, it gives me an outlet that is personal, and some might even understand it.
lets focus, get back to reality, deal with things that are not only in my heart, but my exams, focus on getting it done, on studying dilligently. These distractions are not worth my trouble, as i am here to focus on what I do best, and that is become a lean mean Learning machine.
Though, in both these, I want one well prepared chance, give me the ball, let me run with it. Please, I will make it worth its weight in gold. But then again, its out of my hands, so might as well just take the cards I've been dealt, and bluff and gamble and play cards. Boys, saddle up, its big game hunting season.
-jc